During the years I taught yoga, I always enjoyed explaining the concept of effort and ease. It’s the feeling of holding a yoga pose with the right amount of force. Not too much, not too little — just right.
Little did I know how, years later, an expanded version of effort and ease would be a dominant factor in my life with ALS. Every. Single. Day.
How?
I’m sure many ALS patients can relate when I say that before my diagnosis, I took it for granted that I’d always be able to move with ease. But once my ALS symptoms emerged and progressed, I was shocked at the amount of effort needed just to do simple things. Suddenly, my shoes felt heavy, getting dressed became difficult, and my hands cramped while holding a toothbrush.
Frustrated, I’d just try harder. Which was both unproductive and exhausting.
Likewise, my mind was in turmoil. I kept replaying the moment the doctor told me I had ALS, sending me into thought loops imagining worst-case scenarios. Mornings? I’d duck back under the covers. It was easier to take the path of least resistance and spend the day sitting and doing nothing.
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I was the student now
That’s when my yoga training kicked in. I pondered how I could apply the concept of effort and ease to my new normal, living with ALS.
As I recently wrote, developing a personal plan to prepare for possible symptom changes helped ease my worries. I felt empowered addressing the question, “What can I do right now?” I followed the adage, “Work smarter, not harder,” and began using a lightweight rechargeable toothbrush. My closet now held only clothes I could easily manage. The complicated and challenging ones were all donated.
Instead of pushing my body through a lengthy workout, I broke the exercise segments up into short bouts that I could easily fit in throughout the day.
And I began practicing “showing up” — not only would I get dressed up for the day, even if it would be spent at home, but I also showed up mentally.
I created things to do, contacted friends to see, and researched places to go. All of this gave me a sense of purpose, and better yet, the time spent doing those things was time I didn’t spend thinking about my ALS.
I was finding the balance of just enough effort and just enough ease to help me navigate the challenges of living with ALS. I believe this is something we all can do — and you can do it, too.
Together we can learn to live well while living with ALS.
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